And I Thought This Was It

Sometimes, you think you really want something and when you get it, it turns out it isn't really what you wanted after all. I thought that this is the job I wanted but am now having serious thoughts about it. I find I am missing accounting and audit. With accounting, you know where you stand and you know what is needed. Right now, I am drowning in a sea of uncertainties. There is no direct path or guideline to delivering the things expected of me. There is also that feeling of un-belongingness. Everyone seems to know what to do and how to do it. I hope I see a sign as to what to do.